Thursday, November 02, 2006
It's funny how things happen just in a snap.
Just few months ago, everything was perfect. Now things has gone a little bit of shaky. Not talking about anything else other than my life!
School's ok, projects are in and due in two weeks. Work is on and off since my bad gastric flu that I had few days ago. Project mates are... weird. I seriously have no idea how i'm gonna survive this semester.
I feel lost, feel empty. Like the warmth in my heart disappeared. I'm different and a changed person. I've been going out on my own, keeping to myself, withdrawn, quiet, disturbed. COLD. Maybe that's the word.
Now I just aim for something I want, and work to get it. Kinda sick of life already. But when everything seems to go wrong, somehow it will all fit in just nicely in the end. Hopefully i'll survive.
Anyway, just a few things I felt like putting down. Taking it out of my head.
1. Met a few nice taxi drivers
2. Miss my stranger in the dream. my G.A. that gave me confidence
3. Want to open a cafe at the age of 34.
I'm tired. Drained. Bored.